To busy finding Babylon

I want out. Right now! It’s not the repetition of each day or the constant same conversations, no it’s just me. I NEED out. I talked to my mom about it the other night, and I know it would be hard to for HER to pack up and leave right now, but I know she’d do it if we had to, but it wouldn’t be for me. I keep thinking maybe I could just go to a boarding school for a while or something. I just can’t be here anymore. It’s not my friends or family or classmates, its just ME. It’s like I laying against a cold flat rock. My heart aches for something else. It’s not like I wouldn’t miss my friends, because i know I would worry about them all the time its just that I need to leave this place. I don’t feel like I belong here (as in this place, not in existence) everything aches everyday. I thought maybe I should talk to the guidance consular, but of course they change on me and now I have Coach Tasso (supposed mafia man) as a GC and of course he wasn’t here today. I talked to mom of course but sometimes I just need to talk to someone who doesn’t know me and can give me something new to say or think about. Well soon I’ll be off to find my Babylon. OH! and people should read Chop, Chop by L.N. Cronk. I’m really loving it, half way through it first day reading it!

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